Lately... well, lately I've been pretty 'to-myself'.

Have you ever noticed how in life things happen so quickly? It's frustrating how that is.

Or have you ever realized that you don't realize how much you really love someone until they're gone?

Today's going to be a 'getting-stuff-out' post. My brother recentely started dating one of my good friends. Well, someone who WAS a good friend... I hadn't seen her since they started dating and then tonight she came home with him. I was sitting on the couch. I said 'hi' to her and she totally ignored me. Just walked straight into his room. And when they left an hour or so later she once again ignored me. Ouch. What did I do???

Why is it that when everything seems to be going great life just turns around and slaps you in the face?!

But, now for a more positive note:
16 sleeps to the Linkin Park concert
48 days 'till my EIGHTEENTH birthday
and 131 days 'til grad

It feels like my life is getting ready to begin!!!!!!!