Well, what can I say? I feel all gushy and mushy; however, I also feel like I could burst any second now. I've never felt this way - So head over heals in love that I could puke. It's an amazing feeling. But on the otherhand, I get all paranoid thinking things like 'is it too soon' 'does he feel the same way' 'am I being blind' 'what if we break up'... that last question then gets me paranoid on a whole other level: 'is he going to break up with me' 'did i do something wrong' 'does he look at other girls'.... At the end of the day, however, I conquer all these crazy illusions and realise that he DOES love me and that's all that matters! All I need is the here and now. No stupid paranoia. I know that I'm in love and I know that I'll still have him tomorrow. That's what matters and that's that.