Life is full of termoil. We, however, can not blame it on God. Nor can we blame it on the devil. We can, however, blame it on karma.

kar·ma
n.
1) Hinduism & Buddhism. The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of
the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.
2) Fate; destiny.
3) Informal. A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling: There's bad karma around the house today.

I've never really thought much about karma. I hear about it all the times in the media, and I've always known apporximately what it meant, but it's never really been an interest of mine. Through my latest termoil, I have decided to blame the bad things in life on karma. I seem to have terrible karma. Whoever decides who gets to have good karma or bad, has certainly decided they don't like me.

So not to make this post all about my complaints with life - I will add this "happy" not: I almost saw/met Will Smith today.

Loneliness - most people would define loneliness as a time when someone needs others to be around them and make them feel loved. More specificalyl people often need someone of the opposite sex. Someone to fill that 'love-from-the-opposite-sex' shaped hole in their heart. I know this feeling. And no matter what anyone says, I think we all do. Those of us who deny it are just in denial.
Denial - most often defined as the first stage of loneliness.

I'm not here for love... I'm here for the donuts.

Profound words for the day: "I hate peach juice."

I learnt a harsh reality tonight - no matter how much we want them to, first-loves will never go away.