Wow, feelings are coming from every direction. Today I was really bummed out because my life really has no direction right now and it seems a lot of my other friends do. I know there are other people out there like me, but I just don't seem to be friends with any of them. Blarg... But I don't know... I talked with a good friend of mine and he suggested that I come visit him out at University. And then my two best friends came over and were really encouraging (like usual). So, the end of October I am going to head out to Ontario. I've never been there before. The plan is to spend a few days with him and then a few with another friend. The only thing is that both the friends that I'm staying with are guys. Both are just friends, but I don't know whether my parent's will say yes or no.... Even though I'm 18 and graduated, I still live under their roof and want to abide by their rules...Blarg... More hard decisions... I think it'd be fun just to kind of show them the ticket...haha... My mom would probably be a bit upset but my dad would give me props for being independant....hmmm....